New,,,Life?

Fine...

just came back to home for a while,

feel tired,

suddenly i don't want to say anything,

i just wanna be quiet,

and thinking alone.

I don't get myself,

i'm too...creepy? or weird?

i have my own plan, and my dreams,

and i know i gotta achieve these,

but you know what, i start to be hopeless,

my emotion was ruined by my diseases,

i hate it...

that is painful...

can't stand on it...

but i have to pretend, pretend nothing happened,

i'm sick,

the feeling is...sucks...

I need to get a new life, and a new style.

even if nobody loves it.