Rediculous

I thought that we can still be friends no matter how hard it is.
I tried my best for it,
finally i nerved to talk with you,
you smiled to me, even you didn't talk anything,
i wonder if you was just PRETENDING...

I looked FOOLISH when i knew your news from JY,
that's too sudden and hurt, i laughed,
even i wanted to die at the moment.

I know i didn't do anything for you,
of course you needn't care about me but...
okay fine that's not your fault.

Whatever,
I'm trying to forget everything about you,
deleting all the memories,
you will be a stranger to me,
SOMEDAY...

I talked a lots with SY,
she shared to me about her story,
she is strong, unlike me...
She is good on enlighten...
However, thanks.