Revenge :D

okay, at first i need to state about the title "Revenge",
that isn't meaning revenge someone who make me mad or what,
that just mean i want to smile to my terrible life,
no matter what i met before, how bad my life was, and how imperfect I am,
i will face it, then improve it as good as i can,
i always regret and be sad all day long,
i hated myself, i hated the parts i can't decide,
believe me, sometimes i wanted to die,
i always pretend, for anything.

Now i have my dreams, my targets.
so i won't give up my life easily,
i had said some words before and i like that very much.

"I have to lost somethings when i'm getting somethings good."

i lost my beau, not really "lost" because i never got it,
but isn't matter now, i saw the truth, and i let it go,
now i'm so relaxed, that's real :D
I needn't to miss, to love, to worry~
that's great.

this is what i get, after i lost "somethings",
so worth huh? X)

of course, this is just a part of my life,
i believe i will have more similar experience.

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