I'm lost

My head is burning,
i can't stand on this pain,
My heart have been broken,
it will never recover again,
because i don't want let it happen.

just, keep breaking,
loner, is my style,
even if nobody like it.

There is no way for me,
but i will expand a way.

My soul is lost,
i want to find it back,
but i'm chained.

Cry, can't solve anything,
so i won't do this again,
never.

i need to restart,
whole mind.

i need to breathe,
need to rest,
everything is so fast,
can't follow it.

i'm controlling it,
but almost lost it too...

I hate someone,
someone like me...
I'm too weak,
I'm charmless,
I want to have ability to protect someone...

all of its are gone...
I couldn't catch it,
so it is gone now,
in front of my eyes...

there is someone,
waiting for me,
i can't see the face,
but i can feel it.
I'm chasing, for the person.

nobody care of me, then i will take care myself.

Confusing,
a little bit, crazy.
not close enough, but almost.

I don't know why,
I just...can't believe anyone,
anyone so good to me...
i start to doubt,
all of them are lying me,
i won't stop thinking of this,
i have no idea to turn it off...
I only think,
it will be closed by...my mind.

it is just a beginning,
it will be more hard than now.

I can't stop thinking of you,
i want, but i can't...
my memory is filled by images of you...

i'm falling down, for a long time,
nobody know,
i almost get the ground,
and i almost die also.

not the end of life,
just...my mind, my soul...

you know, i'm scared...
i'm so scared to love someone again..
i will just get a lot of hurts...

my heart is yelling for help,
do you hear that...?
but never mind,
i'm gonna kick it to the jail
the deepest jail in my soul.

i'm creepy...i'm getting fury.
can't stop it...

my false, just is my false...

i'm not sure who i am...
my emotion is affected by the song..
it's terrible...
unexpectedly, i want to keep listening...

i'm puppet, control by power...supernatural power..